• you told everyone i wanted to have anal sex or some shit
• your girlfriend is having doubts so how’s that feel now that you were a complete ass in front of her
• stop bringing up the fucking past i’m not TELLING matt any shit i TOLD matt stuff like a month ago and that’s over and doesn’t give you the right to be an asshole
• if you say ONE thing about punching your wall because I made YOU angry i will punch my wall until i break my hand and have to go to the hospital THEN WHO WILL FEEL BAD YOU LITTLE BITCH

Oh my GOD zach shut the fuck up before I rip your fucking mouth off and cut off your tongue and make you an avox

Omg stop singing you stupid faggots brb cutting throats

Fuck fuck fuck all of you yoou fucking fucks god dammit no one was misbehaving no one was being negative towards each other god kaitlin what the fuck is your problem I’m obviously not inthe good mood I’m usually in so why do you have to make it worse and make me wanna fucking slit your throat you stupid cunt god I hate people so much the atmosphere is so tense and I don’t wanna be around any of you, even you zach. I just wanna get you alone in a corner and fuck the shit out of you while you’re awake and watch the fear in your eyes as I pound you into next week. Fuck the rest of you. If only my therapist was here right now, I need someone better to talk to than the rest of you annoying idiots. I can’t wait until I can go home and NOT prepare for my ap world essay, my trig test, and my spanish test.

mood is improving :) i think calling my therapist really helped. lord she is just relaxing to talk to. and she’s funny. i was in the shittiest mood this morning and now i’m in a great mood and motivated to get shit done. let’s get this night started and over with already :)

I hate my life so much. I’m just sitting at the doctor’s getting my physical and I tell my doctor what’s wrong with me and I feel like o one is taking anything I say seriously and I don’t feel better at all. I really need to talk to my therapist. I feel like I’m going to do something ill regret if I don’t talk to someone soon. Nobody will give me medication because they don’t think I’m a serious enough case. This is ridiculous. I’m a lot more serious than other peeople who are getting meds. Ok ow I just got shots and now I can barely move my arms LMFAO ok bye I hate everything

What the fuck. I’m so mad and stressed out for so many reasons and then I rap to myself and I’m suddenly not so bad? What the fuck is wrong with me. This is so angering. Why can’t I just feel happy and excited for valentine’s day why do I have to feel like I have to cut myself and scream one moment and then go to a concert and just say screw everything to myself and brush it all off like it’s nothing? Ugh I fucking hate these hormones and all of my emotions they’re fucking with me and make me want to kill myself